Monday, November 9, 2015

A testimony from one of "Our Girls" on the inside: Jane

My name is Jane and I am a believer in recovery from drug addiction, guilt and promiscuity. Before starting the recovery process my life was empty; it revolved around drugs and men. I remember hiding all my feelings behind my makeup. I was constantly searching of something to fill me, but I never found it. Drugs and prostitution took over my life. In my life I had no room and no time for God. The only things that mattered were my addictions; I was rude, selfish and irresponsible.
I was invited to attend the CR program and soon after my rebellion and immaturity was made clear to me. I was 18 years old and had a lot to learn.

Jesus Christ now lives in my heart and I have a growing relationship with him. I am learning every day to rely on him in every moment.  Thanks to the CR program I am working on my character defects and I know that I am improving. I know that I cannot do this on my own but only by God’s power am I able to make the changes I need to make.

Principle 5 is very special to me, it says: “Voluntarily submit to every change God wants to make in my life and humbly ask him to remove my character defects.”  When I voluntarily submit to Him and recognize that I can do nothing without Him, only then am I able to change. My life is different now. I love my fellow inmates, I have learned to listen without judging and I can give a word of encouragement to those who are feeling discouraged.

The drug addiction and promiscuity are behind me but there are days when I still struggle with my thoughts.  I struggle because I am still growing.  But with God’s help I claim Romans 12:2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

The CR program has been a great blessing to my life. God has filled my life with peace, He is gradually restoring broken relationships and I am seeing that God’s love is not just for me but it’s for my family too. I love that I get to share the good news with others. I love that I get to encourage others and invite them to the CR Program.


Thank you for letting me share and God bless you.
 
*all names have been changed to protect their identities.*

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